I won't make promises that I can't keep

The ER

2005-06-08T20:36:05Z

Well, I went to the emergency room again, for the third time in my life (I'm not sure if that's a lot or not). I've had a sore throat and fever off and on since Sunday, and I was like ok this sucks, but yesterday my right ear started hurting really bad. It would pop and I couldn't really hear out of it. This morning when I woke up, my left ear felt like the right ear had the day before. I sill couldn't really hear that well in the right ear, and there was blood in it. Well when I saw the blood I freaked out and started crying and stuff. I thought I was going deaf or, even worse, dying. So I called my mom and she came home and took me to the emergency room. While we were waiting I was thinking of all the things I'd have to do and tell people before I died or went deaf. Luckily tho, it was only a relatively harmless middle ear infection, albeit a very painful one. They had to irrigate my right ear cause there was all this gunk in it, which was why I couldn't hear, and this huge glob of junk came out. It felt pretty cool, though. But he didn't get all of it out so by the time I got home I couldn't hear very well again. Anyways, they prescribed some antibiotics and they gave me this extremely potent pain-killer (Vicodan or something). They gave it to my mom when she broke her arm skiing. It's supposed to knock you out in like 30 minutes, and it's been about 20 since I took it, but I don't really feel drowsy yet. I hope it doesn't knock me out while I'm typing this.

Anyways, that's my emergency room story. And btw, the Apopka ER is a great place to go if any of you ever need to go to the ER. They're really nice, very helpful, and well-qualified and such.

In other news, my cousin Katy and her family are hosting a foreign exchange student from France for about 3 weeks starting June 30. Her name's Flora, and she's 15. We thought that was pretty cool, so now we're probably gonna host one too! My mom's calling today. I'm really excited.

Ughhhh, I'm starting to feel realllllllly sleepy. I'm gonna have to go to bed now before I fall asleep in the chair. Hope you guys are having a great time during summer/in summer school. We can hang out when I get better, probably in like 3 days. I know at least me and Janelle are going to Baskin Robins/Dunkin Donuts. See you guys later :)

iluvtommy @ 2005-05-28T23:06:00

2005-05-29T03:08:07Z

Who won pictionary, AGAIN?? Haha

iluvtommy @ 2005-05-27T10:26:00

2005-05-27T14:27:39Z

I'm in drafting and I'm boreeeddddddd. Only one hour left of school!!!!!

Whimsical Post

2005-05-09T19:55:07Z

This is kinda dumb but I had an impulse to post it

I thought it was adorable how some of you said beautful:girl on Alicia's thingy.

That made me smile :) Hehe

iluvtommy @ 2005-02-21T23:30:00

2005-02-22T04:31:24Z

There was a bug in my cereal today. It was kinda gross. My brother laughed.

iluvtommy @ 2005-02-07T15:22:00

2005-02-07T20:51:23Z

Soooo, lot's of junk has happened. As you've heard tons about if you talk to Janelle, we went to the Relient K concert last Saturday with Mae and Name Taken, omg it was so rad. And it wasn't all crazy like other concerts where you get pushed around a bunch and come out soaked in other peoples' sweat and your own, you had some space. Anyways, it was awesome, one of the best concerts I've been too. And we met them too:D, I was stoked, altho I only said like 3 words to the guy, I'm so dumb. I love the way he signs his name: M@, for Matt, how cool is that. We got shirts too, and me and Janelle wore the same shirt today, lol, greeaat.

In other news, I love the kid who started the fire in the trash can last Monday, lol, we missed so much of Algebra:D And today, anyone know what was up with that?

Well, school's been a bitch lately, what do they think, we have no lives? And I thought it was bad in the beginning of the year.... I can't wait till summer! At least (according to me, altho I seem to be the only one who thinks so) school's almost over:) It pretty much ends May 5, cuz then AP World History and AP Chemistry will be DONE WITH! Alleluia, praise Jesus! There's no way I'm taking AP American next year, and none of you will either if you know what's good for you (don't do it Janelle;)). K, I think I'm complaining just a bit too much.

On the upside of life, I'm getting my aunt's Toyota convertible Solara this summer, although not really till November, I'm so excited:D!!

Hmmm, it's been so long since I last updated I'm not sure what all's happened.....
My formerly homeschooled cousin just started college (mostly for the social life I think) taking basic college Algebra and Englsih, and she's complaining about staying up till one. Lol, that made me laugh.
For the record, I won the race:D Sorry, had to document it ;)

There's more unimportant tidbits but I think I'll stop about here. Sheesh, this is getting longer than my English essay, fer serious. Sorry you had to endure that. Oh, and every single time I spelled the word "just" in this entry, and pretty much every time I type it, I spell it "jsut." Like every time, gosh.

What say you we have a spot of fun this weekend, eh? ;)

I <3 T.G. He's so hot, like omg

2005-01-21T02:09:29Z

Saturday at 4, fo shizzle. I love these pointless updates.

You're just jealous cause we're young and in love.

2005-01-07T04:56:42Z

Hmmm, bored, did NO homework tonight, decided to update before bed. First off, be on the look out for pictionary plans, it turns out SOME people actually do care, lol, it'll be great. And Heather can drive herself this time, yay!(or can you with all those accidents you were telling us about in history? lol)

K, here's what's happened:
+ Went to Virginia on vacation to ski...mom broke arm
+ Today lip injured by reckless TV remote thrower
+ Softball conditioning constantly, hard work, boring. Yes, I play softball, no I'm not a lesbian
+ Taking dog to dog park in Sanford Saturday, yay
+ Found out just how gay stick shifts really are
+Have yet to beat Tommy in a race (not that I've tried and lost)
+Fun talks in English with Janelle and others (meaning Dunffey, or however you spell it)
+STILL haven't gotten dollar back
+Met Brendan
+Realized things about life and understood my thoughts
+Finally called Nathaniel
+Too tired to remember or type any more tidbits of my boring life

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I never should have said that, it's the very moment that I wish that I could take back

Okey Dokey, Finally an Update

2005-01-05T05:15:04Z

For any of you in either of my AP classes who know we have gay winter break homework, it's 12:04 AM January 5 (we have school today) and I've just finished chemistry an hour ago. I then wasted about an hour checking out this awesome thing I found out while reading my new Brandnew CD's lyrics, how Taking Back Sunday has the same lyrics on some of their songs, and I read about the fight between Jesse (Brandnew) and John (TBS) because John slept with Jesse's girlfriend a long time ago and they wrote songs and stuff but they're friends now, but ANYWAYS...I haven't started history yet. Well actually, I read Ch. 16 and 17 today cuz I have to catch up with those I skipped but that's not the homework. I'm gonna go start that now, it can't take more than 6 hours :/. Anyways, I thought it would be entertaining to see if I got this done in time and you guys can read all about my night tomorrow, or today. Wow, that probably makes no sense, but I'm just trying to procrastinate some more and I haven't updated in forever so I thought I would. Don't worry, I'll have a real update soon, maybe a couple a weeks when I get a sec. OK, off to history. Now it's 12:11. Woop, now it's 12:12. 12:13...I had to look up what exanimate meant (it's the mood I used). I mean 12:14. omg, I'm going to do my homework now, I will.

Jaguars or Steelers?

2004-12-04T18:00:11Z

Going to Jacksonville for the game, be back Monday. Call my cell if you need me.

And Janelle, I got ur message, sry I didn't call you back, I didn't get it till like 1 am. I'll worry about it Tuesday I guess, thx for telling me

Pictionary Party!!!!!!

2004-11-28T03:54:35Z

Pictionary was pretty fun, even tho some people bummed out on us (that doesn't include you tho Heather, definitely next time!) . I thought Tommy and me did pretty good, if I do say so myself;), altho Janelle and Rebecca won, darn, but we could have! And Finding Nemo's a really good movie, lol, it was cool.

Anyways, not much has happened....went to the Apopka/Sandalwood game with Janelle awhile back (that was fun), went bowling and kicked ass (with bumpers tho, lol), ate Thanksgiving at my vegetarian relative's house (hahaha, that was interesting), made my room slightly cooler (did u guys see it? I love it now:D), had an AWESOME time at the pictionary thing, and did homework like a mofo (oh wait, that's still to come, heh heh). Well, I'm off to the last thing now, hopefully, or maybe hopefully not...hmmm. Love and hugs to everyone:)

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I wanna hate you so bad but I can't
(but I can't) stop this
Anymore than you can

This is all wrong and it shows
There's certain things I promised not to let you know

You've got me right where you want me
(let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because
I didn't want it to mean that much to me

That's actually Taking Back Sunday not Early November, but whatever, no one cares

The Gators

2004-11-21T04:56:47Z

they rock

FYI

2004-11-19T21:10:19Z

Pictionary party most likely Saturday, November 27
Yeeaaaa!

P.S. My average dropped from 103.5 to 99.9. Oh no. Told yall it would.

I LOVE Josie and the Pussycats, lol, it's been years.....

2004-11-18T00:04:52Z

This is for all my buds who go back like PB and J ;)

I was watching, hahaha, I was watching...

HOW THE WEST WAS REALLY WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lol, it was the best thing ever!! Omg, lmao, hahahahhhahaah, it was sooooooooooooooooo cool!!!!!
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I'm a punk rock prom queen
Brown paper magazine
Hotter than you've ever seen
Everywhere and in between

And those three small words were way too late
Can't you see that I'm the one

Good times, good times, I am so watching that movie soon, lol

iluvtommy @ 2004-11-12T16:13:00

2004-11-12T21:12:06Z

I hit my head and go boom

Leavin

2004-11-05T20:44:16Z

I'll be in Gainesville most of this weekend. Call my cell if u want me cuz there's no AIM where I'm going. But I might be able to respond on here....We'll see;)

P.S. For all you AP history dudes there's no human record homework this weekend!! Yeeeaaa:)

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I guess it's luck but it's the same
Hard luck you've been trying to tame
Maybe it's love but it's like you said
Love is like a role that we play
But I believe in you so much I could die for the words that you say

But you're chasing the ghost of a good thing
It's getting away from you again
While you're chasing ghosts

Homecoming

2004-11-01T23:40:58Z

Homecoming was sooooo fun!!! I can't wait till next year:D I saw people gettin cuhrazy (and drunk :/). And lean back, lol, I can't tell how far back I am, haha. I'm gonna have to start dancing just, like, back and forth like Mark and Sandra did at cotillion for like 4 hours, hehe. Oh well, I'll start that next year. I've talked about it so much tho I don't wanna write about it. Comment on how you liked it;)

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I don't wanna make it...I just wanna--
:D

iluvtommy @ 2004-10-28T16:02:00

2004-10-28T20:03:14Z

I'm making some of my entries friends only....just so you guys know

iluvtommy @ 2004-10-18T23:22:00

2004-10-19T03:24:30Z

Why do people always have to think about it so much and can never decide when someone asks them what super power they would have if they could have just one?

I would pick mind-reading hands down
Cuz I'd give anything to know what you're thinking.

Dress: CHECK!

2004-10-17T01:33:43Z

Yay!! I got my homecoming dress! I love it, it fits me so good! I got it at the same place Heather got hers...McRae's. They did have a lot of pretty dresses there! And they're cheap for dresses, 40% off too! I even got 2 and it was only $99 in total, which is REALLY good for dresses like that. I saw Heather's, it looks even better not in picture. Mine's like the same color kinda, turquoise-ish. The bottom of it's really weird too, but it's different and cool. Well, you'll all see it at homecoming. I'm gonna be one hot bitch, lol, jp. Actually, I think it would look a lot better on Tommy;)

Hmmm

2004-10-16T01:19:49Z

Life's been so boring and monotonous lately. It feels like something big's gonna happen soon, I dunno what or why. Maybe it's just because it's getting colder...I love Fall. Or maybe I'm just in a weird mood becasue I'm so tired....Either way, I wish something would...

Ah, well, one thing that's not boring at least is Heather's dress. It really is lovely. You all should check it out....

Homecoming

2004-10-12T22:21:08Z

Prom is coming up it's on the 17th of May
And I've got a message that I want to convey
I'll buy a nice suit and you can wear a pretty dress
You will watch me dance and realize I am the best

Will you go to prom with me
And dance and dance and dance and dance

We'll slow dance and fast dance and clap clap clap our hands
My moves will be so hott you'll have to stand under the fan
This dance will be better than your favorite ice cream
I cut like a knife and I dance just like a dream

Will you go to prom with me
And dance and dance and dance and dance

Let's go to prom
Let's go to the prom!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Lol, that song's a must-hear. Anyway, seemed to apply here. Cuz here are...

HOMECOMING UPDATES!!

People: check
Hair: check
Nails: check
Dress: Oh no!

Hehe, used ur lil check list style thing Tommy. Thought I'd give you credit.

Hmm, this post has no point, I'm just bored and I felt like updating! And so you could hear, errr, read, that awesome song! It's better in person. ;)

P.S. I have more than one friend now!! Yay!!!

P.P.S. I can't believe I'm using this thing!

Message for tomorrow (well technically today)

2004-10-10T08:07:37Z

Well buddies (or buddy, I'm such a loser, lol), I'm going to Gainesville today where like all my relatives live for my grandpa's birthday. Goin to Olive Garden. And Big City Dreams is from Gainesville, my uncle there is in the music biz, how cool would it be if he knew them:) You need to check them out on purevolume.com; I just listened to those 2 songs for like an hour. Lol, wow.

Hmmmmmm, to go to homecoming, or not to go to homecoming? I need to decide fast so I can do all the crap a girl's gotta do for that stuff. Anyways, I do wanna go to Halloween Horror Nights. And all my friends are wusses and won't go 'cept Danielle who went with her bf Brendan and her DP homies. SO! Tell me when u n ur buds r goin Tommy cuz I'm inviting myself. Lol, you know everyone wants me there anyways, I'm so lovable; Haha, jp. Well, I'm out.
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I always get sentimental at this time of year
But this is one resolution that I will never break

If you heard me dying there on the phone
Would you reach through the lines
And tell me you'd meet me there?

Cuz I know now that nothing is easy
And I won't make promises that I can't keep
Just promise the same thing to me

Springtime has never appeared so dull
The sun and the breeze are jealous of our smiles

Cuz I know now that nothing is easy
And I won't make promises that I can't keep
Just promise that you will smile whenever you feel like it
I will always remember your ways
I'll fight for one last day

TOMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-10T04:46:12Z

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!